LAST TREATMENT Day

Finally Celebration Day! December 12, 2013 my new beginning.

I am finished with my chemo treatments at long last. 15 months...YEAH!!! I only go every 5 weeks to have my port flushed. I see my oncologist again on Feb. 20th. (Our 42nd Wedding Anniversary Day). We will continue to check my cancer markers every three months. Kind of scary to go without my chemo meds...depended on them to keep the cancer at bay. No without chemo I worry about it coming back. But, I live today as a SURVIVOR. One day at a time.

Please check out this beautiful video made by our son, Chuck. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atJlHiHBSsE&feature=youtu.be Randy and I knew he had arrived with his phone on camera as he has many times before. But what a beautiful surprise to have this video and music sent to us.

I am truly blessed with "my boys". Isaiah gave me such a great smile and thumbs up last night when I told him I was finally finished with treatments.

You my friends have also blessed me so much this past 15 months. You always encouraged me to continue on. One day at a time. You never gave up on me nor let me give up on myself.

I will never forget all you have done for me and Randy.

Special love to my son for this beautiful remembrance. Could not have done this without all of you out there and here in my heart.
Love to you all.
Marsha and Randy

I HATE running

I'm just saying....I realized I don't run for "fun"...I stay focused on my time and distance COMPLETELY. No fun in that concept at all. So I have been on the elliptical next to Randy and am holding my own and actually seeing results in my body slimming down. Legs are looking good again. Randy said he noticed my calves looking more defined. Nice to hear - he still likes to look at my legs lol.

I am doing good with my treatments. Did mention only have 4 more to go through. On the count down for sure. Can't believe I have been in treatment for a year already.

Well - have a wonderful day out there....Be HAPPY today.
XOXO
Marsha and Randy

UPDATED

Hello everyone - been off the grid for a little while.  I have been doing great. Had treatment yesterday. Now I only have four more treatments to get through (12 weeks) cause I still go every three weeks. YEAH!!!

Have only one issue - have a infection in my mouth. I had a tooth kinda twist. Then infection set in under that tooth. This tooth had a root canal many years ago. Anyway I have been on antibiotics for the past week and a half. They have helped with the infection. I did see an oral surgeon this past Tuesday to discuss removing the tooth and putting an implant in its place. Things can never be simple for me cause the tooth broke lateral across the back and I fear is going to break completely. UGH! I have a call in to the doctor. Worried since I just had my treatment - blood count will be going down. Compromise could happen. I called the surgeon's office already this morning but not there yet. NEED MY PRAYER WARRIORS OUT THERE PRAYING THIS MORNING.

As always - love and hugs to each of you.
Marsha and Randy

New week

Been taking a break from writing - don't have any issues...

I had my second "official" haircut this past week. Looks good. More like a actual short hair style now.

Yes, Randy still rubs my head.

Still trying to improve my running. And getting stronger with weights. Doing squats on a regular basis. I STILL HATE squats.

My friend Pat will begin her chemo the first of September. She is dreading her journey as many of us do. Pray for her and David (husband). Side note - they are celebrating their 49th anniversary this week.

Thanks again for supporting us.
XOXO
Marsha

Tooting my horn again

Today I walked the speed I had been running at....which means I am now running faster. I started the c25k again but instead of walking and jogging I am walking where I was jogging and running faster.
I hope I said that right. AND I am resting in between days. Before I would just do the next day increased rate. Not good for training properly.

I am doing okay today from treatment on Thursday. Friday I had no energy at all and Saturday was not much better. Although I did some light cleaning with Randy's assistance.

Today I seem to have energy and back to normal.

Hope you all have a great day...
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

One more day

Wednesday, dreading Thursday...Chemo day again. How this comes so fast and so slow at the same time is a mystery to me.

Doing good....hair is getting thicker but not longer - what's up with that??

Thank you again for checking my blog and for praying for me...

xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Been hiding out.

Not sure why just not very  talkative. Been feeling a little down I guess. Will let dr know next session. Maybe just ready for this to END.

Wednesday, 7/17/13 Dread

Yes, I am dreading tomorrow....I hate chemo treatment. I know it helps and I do get stronger after a few days now but I still dread chemo treatments.

Went to gym this morning and had a run and weights. Randy is so supportive. One of the guys over lifting weights said "man she's got more than me this morning". Randy said "yes she does and she has more than me this morning too" "I am so proud of her".

Seems like I am gaining so weight and I don't like that at all!!! I'm just saying - I work for WW. Can't gain weight!!!  I am so careful about what I eat now but for some reason I keep gaining. Going to talk with DR tomorrow about this.

Well - time to rest some before tomorrow.

XOXO
Marsha

WHEW! I'm tired!

Just back from the gym. Hard workout as we missed several days this past week. I feel like I'm starting all over again. Not quite that bad but starting off slow again. Moderation is everything. Exercise or eating...everything in moderation.

I did okay. Even getting better at doing squats.  I HATE SQUATS. Randy makes me do squats between reps. I remember when I could not do even one. Yeah me I can do 10 without stopping. Properly I might add.

This week is chemo week. Still hate to have to go do this. Takes so much out of me.

Please continue to pray for us each day. Can't do this without you...

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

30 minute run this morning....whoohooo!

Then on to the machines with "coach" Randy. Today was "pull" day. Worked my arms good after my run. Yesterday I did a run in our neighborhood - yuck out there in that heat!!! Give me ac gym any day.

Please pray for my friend Pat. Her biopsy news was not good at all. She is facing big decisions in the next days ahead. This is very overwhelming to anyone facing this disease. Pray for calm and peace to her and her family. Pray for strength and courage for each new day.

Have a blessed and Happy Day...
XOXO
Marsha and Randy

2.75 OVER THE HUMP!!! 7/04/13

I think fireworks are in order...lol Celebrate I DID!!! I have been stuck on 2.5 for more than a week in my quest for Couch 2 5K. Today though I broke through the plateau!!! I was very red faced  and shakey but I did it. Randy was just smiling so big for me....I always listen to my music and at the very end of my run my favorite song came on to finish with...Martina McBride's "I'm Gonna Love You Through It". I ran and kept my focus on him out in the weight area. I could not survive this journey without his love and strength each and every day. AND all of you out there in my blog land.

We are driving over to Melbourne to visit our dear friends (family) Bruce and Sonya for the holiday. May each of you be blessed and Celebrate the day with your family and friends.

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

It's a "good" tired today. . .so far

Getting ready for chemo this morning. We did go to the gym at 6:00 and I ran 2.5 miles and did a good work out on my arms. Yesterday was a run and work the legs. I feel "good" tired now. After treatment I may need a long nap.

My friend Pat is doing good. I spoke with her husband last evening and they should be getting results in a couple of days. You know the "waiting game" is sometimes the hardest game to play so continue to pray for her these next days.

As always we THANK YOU for your encouragement - we love the calls, emails, cards and prayer support. Can't do this without you.

Much love xoxo
Marsha and Randy

I'm TIRED 6/26/13

Good workout again this morning. Getting better at my running stride.

Going to chemo tomorrow morning. I know I have said this before but I sure do dread getting chemo. I love my team of nurses and my doctors there but I do hate that medicine.

My friend Pat is having her biopsy at 9:45 this morning. I hope you will all be praying for her today.

I know I can't do this without your love and support and she needs you too.

Have a blessed and HAPPY DAY today.

xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Still learning

Pushed my body a little too much yesterday. Every time Randy went out in the boat I went too. Went to bed with swollen feet and ankles. Got up this morning with still swollen feet and ankles. Promised him I would REST this morning and stay propped on chaise for a little while.

No sunburn yeah!!

Be blessed and Happy today.

Xoxo

Marsha and Randy

Ps pray for my friend Pat. She is facing more biopsies and has tough decisions to make in the next few days. She is very scared and overwhelmed with all she is facing. I know you will all be praying for her. Thank you as always for your support and encouragement.

Marsha

Get away weekend

Randy and I left yesterday for the Island beach house. Enjoying the calming effect this place has on us. Wish we NEVER had to leave.

Caught my first snook of the summer earlier today. I also caught a keeper red fish and he caught a keeper trout. Can you say fish dinner with a side of cheese grits. Yummy!

Blessings to each of you and remember to make it a happy day.

Xoxo

Marsha and Randy

2.5 miles this morning!

Yeah! Can I get a big Woohoo!! Look out 5k here I come.

Xoxo

Marsha 

Another 2 miles done!! 6/17/13

Just got home from the gym. Another 2 mile run is done. Yeah Me!! Feeling stronger each day. Something I already knew but came back to the forefront this past weekend..."you are what you eat". You eat bad and you will feel bad. You eat salty and you will FEEL SWOLLEN!!! Yuck - I think I poisoned myself with too much salt this past Friday night. Have no fear I did learn my lesson and have been eating what I call "cleaner" since I woke up 3 pounds heavier on Saturday morning.

Well, enough of all that. I hope you have a "Happy Day". That's my plan for the day. I hope each of you will do this same. One thing cancer has taught me is live for today and make it your best, happiest day you can live.

xoxo
Marsha and Randy

2 miles no stops!! 6/12/13

Wow I did it! That's just all I can say. Except YEAH!!

Have a HAPPY DAY cause life is too short.

Xoxoxo

Marsha and Randy

In the gym - who is this person??? 6/11/13

Yes, it's me...been working on getting stronger. My choice of music is by Kelly Clarkson "What doesn't kill you MAKES YOU STRONGER".  I love this song. I play it every day at the gym and it inspires me to keep going. I have been doing C25K run program and am already on week 5. Tomorrow I will be running for 2 miles without stopping. I know - all you runners out there are laughing - but I remember when I could barely run 30 seconds without stopping and gasping for air.

My goal is to one day run in a 5K for Breast Cancer. So keep praying for me.

On a funny side - Randy said "Wow, those arm wings are getting tighter and tighter." Wing things - what is up with that babe...

Have a Happy, blessed day out there.
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Great Weekend 6/10/13

Treatment from this past Thursday has been good. No ill effects. I did not see the oncologist and did not have to have blood drawn. We will do this again next treatment day. Happy Happy.

Rested all weekend. My coach (Randy) was on watch so I did rest.

We are so thankful for all of your support, encouragement and especially your prayers. As always we can't do this without you.

Have a blessed day.
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

NEW MILESTONE - Hair cut 6/6/13

Had my first "official" haircut last evening with Wendy. She cried when we started this journey and I had to ask her to buzz cut my hair in October. Last night we were all smiles remembering that day. Randy even went with me last night to document with pictures.

Actually looks cute. Kinda like a real short hair style for the summer. It feels better with all this little baby fine wispy hair cut off.

Getting ready for treatment this morning at 9:30. These are much easier on my body but I still hate getting the chemo meds put in my body.

Well have a blessed day...
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Going TOPLESS - not what you think lol 5/28/13

Going without my wig, hats or scarves...went to work for the first time last week without any head cover. Ran took my picture and posted on his facebook page. He is so awesome. It was a special day for me...kinda scary actually. Did not know what to expect with our customers at the store. BUT everyone was so encouraging. Many hugs and laughs together. Everyone put me at ease.

I am still not sure what color my hair will finally be. Chuck says it matches his color. Ran says no it's the blonde/red as it should be.  It's kinda curly in some spots.

I am working out every day at the gym with Ran. HE is a TOUGH trainer. Not really he helps me stay focused and when I'm done he says GREAT JOB BABY. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU.

Please keep praying for us. We are doing so good. Can't do this with out each one of you being right here with us.

Have a blessed day.
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Eyelashes 5/17/13

I have eyelashes long enough to use mascara again!!! Yeah!! We had treatment yesterday. I also had a checkup with my oncologist De Nakka. My cancer markers for the past three visits have been 27, 18 and last time 14. Good is anything under 40. Yeah!!! I also was asked to be a part of sleep study. No meds involved. Visualization is primary way to do study. I will learn more soon. Since I don't sleep much I am a good candidate for the study. On the subject of sleep no I don't sleep the night of my treatment much if any.
Well that's the latest on me. Hope you all have a wonderful day!!
Xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Sunday, 5/12/13

Happy Mother's Day to all of you moms out there in my blog land.

I am doing wonderful. Energy levels are very good. Randy has been helping me workout properly at the gym. We do cardio together and then some core and legs. We are going very slow to avoid lymphedema in my right arm.

This week is my chemo week on Thursday. Should have blood work done this time and see my oncologist.

My nails are still looking bad but my hair is looking good.

Thank you all so much for your continued support for me and Randy. We face each day knowing you got our back. We could not do this journey without each one of you.

God Bless
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Saturday, 5/4/13

WOW where did the week go???

I have had a fantastic week. It's kinda scary it's been so good. My energy level is UP!! My nails are the only thing weak. I am so afraid of tearing them off by accident. Because of my feeling good I seem to be doing so much more and at my old fast pace. This is what scares me about my nails. I am wearing open toe shoes now cause the closed ones hurt my nails. And I cleaned house real good - but when I have wet hands you know how your nails get soft - ugh!!  I should stop complaining - I feel good!!

Going to see Isaiah play football this morning - one of my MOST FAVORITE things on earth to do!

Have a great weekend.
xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Sunday, 4/28/2013

Doing GREAT! I had a treatment this past Thursday and am doing great. Randy and I went down to the island for three days. Best medicine I can ever take to recover from chemo. I do think I will loose my nails. They seem to be getting weaker and lifting off the nail beds.

I am getting more hair - wish it would get thicker quicker. Randy says it will get better soon. I went all weekend with no head cover.  I LOVE WIGLESS WEEKENDS.

Talk with you all soon.
Marsha and Randy

Saturday, 4/20/12

This has been one of my best weeks since starting my treatments. I have felt stronger each day. My only issue has been with my nails. They are getting loose and appears I will be losing some of them. Both fingers and toes. I am afraid of them catching and tearing off. I am keeping them trimmed short and wearing different shoes.

We are going to North Florida (Hilliard) to a friends wedding this evening. Looking forward to seeing dear friends. Rainy day but no worries for us.

Treatment this coming Thursday. Please continue to pray for us. Can't do this without YOU.

xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Thursday 4/11/13

Down at the island. Randy has some work to do and I have no work to do. Life is good. Still doing good with my chemo treatment this week. Walked down to the beach for sunset. Great pictures. Wish you all were here with me. Paradise is so healing to the mind and body.
Xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Tuesday, 4/09/13

Having a great start off from chemo. Herceptin does not seem to be too bad on me. I was able to take my prolia shot for my osteoporosis. Still having a small problem with swelling in my feet and legs. I have not taken the water pill yet. Guess I am afraid to take it cause my doctor said it would wipe me out too bad.

But all and all I am doing good. I continue to focus on the day at hand. I don't worry about tomorrow and what it holds. I still need your prayers and love to get through this journey.

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Thursday 4/04/13

Chemo day. Sitting waiting for blood results. Bp was 115/50 so feeling good. Have a warm blanket and cup if coffee and my hubby watching over me. Will touch base again later.
Xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Saturday, 3/30/31

HEY :)  I have had such a good week. Many have said wow - "You look beautiful" or "You would never know you are in chemo therapy".  I say "It's a God Wonderful Thing". "My friends and family keep praying me through each day". I could NEVER get through this without each and every one of YOU out there in my corner.

I still have a little bit of trouble with my feet and legs swelling by the end of each day. I just keep drinking water and it helps. Would rather not take the water pill cause it would really wipe me out.

Today we are having brunch with the kids for our Easter celebration. I hope each of you will have a special Easter weekend and remember the true meaning and sacrifice made for each of us by Jesus.

Much love XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Monday, 3/25/13

Doing fine - went to the Center on Friday and got a complete check-up. Numbers all good and not running any fever so given the thumbs up. I did still have a little swelling in my feet so I now have a water pill to take. But only as needed and I take a potassium pill along with it. This is so I won't bottom out and cause problems with my blood pressure.

The head cold appears to be all gone. Randy is all better too.

A little thing but also considered a big thing is I ate breakfast with regular silverware not plastic this morning. All tasted good and normal.

Went walking this weekend with Randy and Ozzie. Leg muscles a little sore but felt good to be out walking.

Looking forward to a great and normal week. Can't do this without your prayer and support.

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Wednesday, 3/20/12

Not sick yet but not feeling all that good today. Noticed yesterday I am retaining water. Feet and ankles ( what ankles) are swollen. Walking my legs are worn out very quickly. Think I will give doctor a call and see if I need to come in for a check-up.

Randy is feeling better so the cold was not too bad this round.

Will post more soon.
XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Sunday, 3/17/13

Sickness has arrived - not me - Randy has come down with a bad cold. He slept on the couch last night. He is so afraid I will catch his cold. But, you know as well as I do he probably already shared it with me days ago. I will keep diligent about washing my hands, wear a mask around him and hopefully I will do okay. I feel fine so far :)

We did have a wonderful day in Fish Hawk Ranch area watching Isaiah play flag football. He had three interceptions and ran two of them back for touch downs. He was a little stiff at first but once his muscles warmed up he had fun. Then lunch at Beef's. Home for a long nap and March Madness on the tellie.

I think I will make some soup today for my guy. Time for me to do some caregiving back to him. HE is so awesome. Pray he gets better soon.

Love you all xoxo
Marsha

Saturday, 3/16/13

Continuing to do good from treatment on Thursday. Not having much pain at all so far. Sometimes it doesn't start for a couple of days. We are hoping this is the new norm for Phase Three.

Randy feels a sore throat so pray he doesn't get a cold. We don't need those germs here at this point.

Today, Isaiah will start Flag Football for about 8 weeks. Can't wait to get my Isaiah fix. Haven't seen him in a couple of weeks. Game starts at 11:00 so maybe the sun will warm the air before I get there.

Thanks again for all your support and prayers.

XOXO
Marsha

Thursday, 3/14/13

Started Phase three this morning. This is just receiving the drug Herceptin. This will be every three weeks with no premed steroids or premed drips. I will take this Medicene until just before Christmas. That will be a full year of this Medicene as we started taking it on December 20 of last year.
Dr Nakka did say I am a little anemic and need to start a daily over the counter iron pill. And eat some red meat a few times a week.
I am ok to start going to the gym with Randy but not do too much to quickly.
I can't believe we are already on Phase three. Time has flown for us and yet some days I can't believe this has happened it seems like a whirlwind experience.
I have been told this should be an easier time for me so please continue to pray for me and Randy. We can't do this without you.
Xoxo
Marsha

Monday, 3/11/13

Working full day today. Feeling good. I still loose energy pretty quick but I feel good. Tomorrow I have an echocardiogram at Lakeland Regional. This is done every other month to make sure the meds are not doing damage to my heart. I just hope they don't have to stick me for this test. I don't think they do but you never know.

My fingers are still hurting me. Hard to open jars, packages or even pull up the sheets to make the bed. Strange, hard to describe how it feels. Haven't lost my nails yet. Sure hope that doesn't happen. Joy (sister-in-law) says we can get some cute lacy gloves to wear.

My hair is coming in and it looks like it will be light red/blonde again. ALL SMILES on this. I think Randy and Chuck are going to rub it all off before it comes in thick.

We thank all of you for your smiles, prayers and encouragement. Can't do this without each of you.

xoxo
Marsha and Randy

Friday, 3/8/13

I LOVE FRIDAYS!!!

Many have said I am looking great and sounding strong. Thanks so much for the encouraging words.  This is my strong week before treatment next week. I am eating pretty good (actually up 5 pounds) ugh. But Randy says I needed to gain a little back.

Wigless weekend begins today. I think I will "try" to go for a walk in our neighborhood without my hat. After it warms up though. Many in our neighborhood are aware of my cancer and they also encourage us to stay strong and keep fighting.

Hope you ALL have a wonderful FRIDAY right along with me.

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Sunday, 3/03/13

Good Morning....

Feeling good but boy is it cold weather. Slept with my little hat on all night to keep my little head warm. I do think I need to drink some more today feeling a little dry all over.

Went yesterday to look at cars. My beetle needs a new transmission ($6700). WOW too much money for this little 10 year old car.  Drove a new chevy sonic yesterday. More details on this to come.

Have a great day...
XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Friday, 3/01/13

TGIF and feeling pretty good.  I did not work Monday and Tuesday. Was just too weak. I did push on Wednesday and did okay. Thursday was a very busy day for me in Lakeland at the store. Today I feel pretty good. Have not had any weakness today at all. I did run a few errands and go to the grocery store all by myself. Usually Randy goes with me to help push the buggy and load and unload everything. I did ok on my own.

Fixed up a new batch of green veggie/fruit juice for the next few days.

My fun thing today was stopping in to see my hair stylist this morning. I had not seen her since she buzzed my hair off back in October. She cried that day. Today she was all smiles and hugs. I told her she needed to get her calendar cleared cause I needed a hair cut. We had a good laugh together. The man she was trimming was laughing right along with us.  He said I was awesome. My hair is looking better each day. Yes, you can actually see hair. I told her I probably would let it grow out to my shoulders for a long time. No short hair for me for at least a year.

Keep us in your thoughts and prayers....can't do this without you.

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Tuesday, 2/26/13

BAD DAYS!!!!

Who knew my last bad meds would be some of my worst. We were told it is cumulative procedure. This means it stays in my body and then a new treatment comes and it starts all over again. The leg pain and weakness started for me on Saturday and only got worse on Sunday.

The food I tried to eat or drink was HORRIBLE. By Monday morning I was throwing up everything I had tried to eat. This has passed. I am still weak but I have been able to eat a little scrambled egg and my favorite new food is - 3 Ritz crackers with Nutella spread on them. Forgot to mention I will never eat peanut butter again. I don't care if it is protein. I was putting it in my smoothies but never again!!! YUCKY!!

Thank you to my coworkers and friends who have helped with my schedule this week. Randy and I appreciate you so much. Thanks to all of you for emailing and sending words of encouragement. Especially for your prayers....can't do this without each of you.

XOXO
Marsha and Randy

Friday, 2/22/12

All going as planned according to Dr Nakka. Last of the "bad" meds are over for now. She did ask if we had spoken to the radiation doctor and that sort of freaked us out. But we all three went back to our original visit notes and read again about the lymph nodes. Because none of the tumors had broken trough the nodes wall I DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE RADIATION. YEAH!!! YEAH!!! I was so glad.

When I first arrived for treatment they were taking my vitals and talking about how easy the next phase would be for me. No premeds bags to go through (been doing 4) before the big bad meds each time. The side effects for the Herceptin are mild. This will only take an hour to drip. Yes, still an IV in my port. But better than in my poor veins. Anyway I got so excited hearing all the good news my bp was up for me 122/68. I know that is still very good but I am usually 115/54. They just laughed and told to relax.

Unable to sleep until about 1:30 this morning. This is because of the steroids I have to take with this last batch. BUT NO MORE after todays 4 pills. So no sleep again tonight but that will change soon.

Seems like I have just started this journey and it's already been 5 months for my treatment and six months tomorrow from my bilateral mastectomy. Wow, how time has flown by for me.

My guys are still teasing me about my "fuzzy" hair. They rub my head and give me a kiss. I told then to rub gently so they don't rub any off. lol.

Going today after lunch (if I do eat - all yucky today so far) for my booster shot. Last treatment took me a full 8 days to recover. Hope I can do a lot better this time.

Thanks again for all your prayers and words of encouragement and hope.
XOXO
Marsha

Wednesday, 02/20/13

Happy Anniversary to me and Randy (41 years today).

Cards, Roses and dinner with dessert out. Yeah!!!

Just took my meds for the night. Had to start the steroids this morning (2) and again tonight (2).
The bad thing about this med is it keeps me awake all night. Add tomorrows dose (4) and Friday (4) and I won't have sleep for several days. Then the treatment wipes me out...no wonder I am tired. lol.

The GREAT news is this is the last treatment to the bad meds. I had to have 8 bad treatments and tomorrow is number 8......happy, happy, happy.  I will start Phase 3 next month of the Herceptin for one year. We should find out tomorrow from Dr Nakka if I will continue with every three weeks for treatment or every week. This will still have to be in my port site for injection that will take one hour. I don't know if I will still receive other meds as I currently take now.

Dreading the day but looking forward to this being #8.

Staying strong in the fight. Thanks again for all of your prayers and encouragement.

Marsha

Monday, 2/18/13

I LOVE "Wigless" Weekends. They are awesome.  My hair is coming back but I am not sure of what color I would say it is right now. Chuck thinks gray and Randy thinks some dark red may be there. I see both gray, red and white. And it's straight and curly too. Funny, Randy just rubs my head and says "soon babe". "Looks good". Like I said, "I LOVE Wigless Weekends".

Saturday 2/16/13

Down at the island for Randy to work on windows again. This time I am not helping at all. I did put a roast in the oven for dinner last evening but that is all I have done. Resting completely.
Our weather is windy and a little cool but I am bundled nicely against the chill. Reminds me of old pictures of people being sent to the beach or on a cruise for their health and they are all wrapped in blankets. That's the way I am today. All bundled.
Love to you all.

Tuesday, 2/12/13

FINALLY feeling stronger again. This last treatment was not a good one. BUT I am feeling stronger with each new day. I do get tired very quickly and know to sit and rest.  I only have one more of these "bad" treatments on the 21st to get through. Then the treatments should be easier for me but will be for a full year (every three weeks). We will get through TODAY and that's all I can focus on for now.  Hope each of you will have a good day.....love marsha

Friday 2/08/13

Had two dizzy spells yesterday so went this morning for a good checkup. All my numbers were good. May be coming down with a bug/virus. Have to keep aware of any fever or other symptoms. Randy doesn't feel good this evening. He is worried he may be getting sick.
Stay tuned for updates.

Tuesday 2/05/13

Have had a very rough couple of days since my treatment. Slept most of the weekend. Not able to work yesterday. Pain has been very intense in my joints. This is just one of the main side effects of my meds. Randy has his handful with me. I don't want to eat or drink so he is keeping me close and trying to help me get stronger. I love him for always being here for me.

Friday 2/01/14

Recovery time down at the island house. Affectionately called paradise. Ran is going to replace some windows and I am going to rest, rest, rest. The boys are coming to stay Saturday and Sunday with us.
Had chemo treatment yesterday. Saw Dr Nakka also. Good check up with her. Went back today for my booster shot and we drove straight down from there. I am already sitting and enjoying the view and coffee.
Will post more tomorrow.
Xoxo
Marsha

Thursday, 1/31/2013

Chemo on  Day - Again I am not looking forward to the meds. And the pre-meds I take the day before affects my sleep. So I did not rest at all last night.

I do think the booster shot helped this last treatment time. Will be sure to tell Dr Nakka this morning. I always see her each time now with these meds.

Thanks again for your wonderful words of encouragement and prayer support.

Talk again soon.
Marsha

Tuesday, 1/29/13

Had a great weekend with Isaiah at USF. His team won their first game but lost the next two. On Sunday they lost one and won one. It was a fun time. I was well cared for by family and friends. Our team mom brought a tent cover so I was in the shade most of the time.

Worked all day in WH yesterday and doing good this morning. Always get my strength back just before treatment time.

Two very dear friends have had biopsy's done this past week. Both have good news of no cancer. One is possibly facing surgery. Cathy will be seeing the surgeon tomorrow. Please pray for her and her family as they make this decision.

FYI - I am still drinking my veggie/fruit smoothies. I think they are helping with my energy levels. Along with my booster shots.

Funny thing = Randy dreamed I woke up this morning with a lot of dark hair. Can't wait!!!

Talk again soon.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Feeling great this morning. I know it's because of the time frame from last treatment. But non the less I feel good. We are planning to spend the day with our kids. Isaiah is in a flag football tournament at USF this weekend. He has three games today 11:00, 1:30 and again at 3:00. Depending on their outcomes his team will make the playoffs tomorrow. I am going to rest in between games, taking plenty of snacks. You know my boys will be on watch for me. The weather should be perfect today. Yes, sunscreen is packed already and my big sun hat too. chairs and a blanket to stretch out on. Chairs. I think Randy has planned for everything. I am just happy to go and happy to feel GOOD.

Chat later on. Love to you all.
Marsha

Wednesday, 1/23/13

A new day starts. Trying to have a better outlook with each new day. Realized I was not even getting daily milk requirements for a healthy life. GOT MILK means more to me....Trying to eat and drink more even if I don't feel like I can or that it won't stay down. Anyway, trying to do better. My guys are on point watching out for me.

Thanks again for all of your support. Can't do this without each one of you.

Have a blessed day.
Marsha

MONDAY, 1/21/13

Spent all day Sunday in my pj's. Just not up to doing anything. I think for breakfast I only had toast with PB&J.  By mid day I wanted KFC chicken and oreo cookies. My wonderful husband made a run for me and I ate 4 chicken strips and about 6 cookies. They were delicious. I know it wasn't the best balanced food I could have or should have eaten BUT it was what I wanted.

Working today in Winter Haven. Still planning to take it easy but looking forward to seeing my regular people weigh in.

Hope you all have a wonderful week.
Marsha

Saturday, 1/19/2013

Having a good day today. I did too much around the house yesterday and got in trouble with Ran. Laundry needed to be done and I did use the vac and I did make the bed and I did clean both bathrooms. I was exhausted when he came home at 3:30. They brought our new refrigerator right after he got home. Glad he was there to take over for me. Boy I would have been in BIGGER trouble if I had helped with that job.

Today I have been resting most of the day. We went to buy groceries to restock frig. He did all the work for me.

I am doing good. Going to try and eat a snack so chat later on.....

Wednesday, 01/16/13

Made it through 2 days at work. Still feeling weakness but the pain seems to be better this time around. I hope that means the booster shot is working.

Trying to get a better attitude for these next six weeks of treatments. The nurses say the last phase three will be so much easier to get through.....sure do hope so. Randy says out of 8 bad treatments we have already done 6 so WOOHOO!!!

Thanks again for being in my (our) corner. Hope you all have a blessed day.
Marsha

Monday, 1/14/13

The side effects have hit again. Stayed down most of the day yesterday. Lots of pain and NO ENERGY at all. Not able to eat much of anything. Lost 2 more pounds. Not good. Going to fix me some oatmeal and hopefully keep it down.

Please keep prayer support coming. Love to you ALL....

Friday, Jan. 11, 2013

Doing okay so far. First thing after arrival my team took my blood draw and vitals. Sent us straight to talk with Dr Nakka. As I said yesterday Chuck always comes for my sessions to be with his Dad too for support. Usually when we go see the doctor he will stay behind in the chemo theatre and wait for us to come back. Well, yesterday he gathered his things and said "I am coming to be in on this discussion this time". If it's okay so I can see what the game plan is going to be now."

We did talk in detail about the 28th's visit when I was so sick and weakened. All of this was due to the Taxotere. My white blood cells this morning were up to 39,000. This is due to the steroids I have to take starting the day before treatment. 4 pills on Wednesday and again Thursday and again today. This is high and could be just from the steroids. This should help with the count maintaining somewhat. We will watch my energy levels and fever (infection).

We did discuss lowing the dosage of the Taxotere and Dr Nakka said she would rather not do this. We are in "Cure" mode and we should stay aggressive. If I were in stage 4 she would consider this to keep me "comfortable". Randy and Chuck both agreed with her. They said stay aggressive. Don't give in to it. We are going to start with the booster shots again on Friday like in Phase One. This did seem to help so I will go back today after noon for my tummy shot.

She ask about my activity level and Randy said I push her sometimes to walk with me and our dog. Is it okay to push her? She said let her do what she can. If she gets tired on the walk you must stop and rest for her. I said he wants me to do squats and push ups cause we are wasting those steroids. Right? She laughed and so did Chuck. She said only do what I feel capable of doing, No more than that. Start of very slow and rest or stop completely.

She said do not be around sick people. Avoid crowds as much as possible. We must keep away from flu and other forms of infection.

So that's it in a nutshell. Staying on target - resting and activity as I can.

Love to you all.

Thursday, Jan 10, 2013

Phase two, session two.  DREADING GOING!!!

Don't want to get so weak again. Seeing Dr Nakka again this morning. She may decided to reduce the dosage of the new meds. They seem to be too much for my system to take. This would simply mean Phase Two would extend by one more session.

The steroids I have to take at home don't let you sleep so I have been awake since 1:11 AM. Tried to go back to bed at 2:30 but alas no sleep came until around 6:30 - yup time to get up...

Don't really want to eat breakfast this morning - just have a case of the can't help it's this morning. But I am forcing my self to eat an egg on a toasted bread slice and have my coffee. Can't and WON'T give up my coffee.

Well I need to get myself in gear.. will touch base when I can later today.

Much love to you all.

Monday, 1/07/2013

The pictures published for Monday were of my wonderful husband making "Green Veggie Juice" for me. Chuck sent the recipe for me today. He was looking on line for something to help me with the new meds. Dr Oz promotes this green veggie juice on his show. Another cancer patient said she had tried this juice along with another recipe for a Smoothie (made with the Dr Oz juice) and some other fruits, tofu and organic greek yogurt. Her sister had researched this for her. It was published some time back in Prevention Magazine. She said in her blog that it really helped her out.

I am willing to try anything at this point. The new meds are still kicking my energy levels big time. I went to store after work today and was able to find everything needed. After dinner Randy got busy and made a big batch for me.  It looks bad but I did taste it and I am going to try it for breakfast in the morning. Wish me luck.

Marsha

Monday, 1/07/2013

Saturday, Jan 05, 2012

I have been absent for the whole week. Just haven't felt good. Trying to work and rest when not at work. I don't think I am eating enough of the good stuff. Still just eating to survive. NOTHING taste good anymore. But, today I am going to try having a yogurt smoothie with some fruit and maybe some baby spinach in it too. I used to have one every morning before I got sick. Need more fruit in my diet too. Tried a fruit cup yesterday and it was pretty good.

Not looking forward to treatment coming up on the 10th. I don't like the new meds at all. They make me so weak. But the journey continues.

Thanks for being out there for me. I can feel your love and support and your prayers.

Marsha