Slept a little last night. Not sure what kept me awake. Just the unknown I guess. And PAIN is coming.
I looked at some pictures of a woman who had bilateral mastectomy. I wanted to be somewhat prepared at seeing the "site" before I see mine. Didn't want to FREAK OUT. I will say this has made me reconsider reconstruction for myself. So I told Randy I know what I want for my Christmas present. I know more surgery and more PAIN but this is what I want.
I know I can get this done now but I want to be sure of killing the cancer first. Get through my treatments and get stronger.
Only one day left and then my whole world will change forever.
Marsha, God is in control! We are sending you prayers and (((HUGS)))!
ReplyDeleteI am just reading your blog and I am deeply sad to hear about this news of yours. I will be praying for you as you go through this battle. Andrea's post above says it all. God is in control and as He has allowed this to come to you He will be with you as you go through it. Praying for Randy and all of your family for strength also. I know how hard it is to watch someone you love go through such trials. I love you girl and will be praying. Stay Strong! Sharon
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